Useless Ranting

okay so normally I'm a verry happy person. and why shouldn't I be? I have a very good life, some awesome friends, a nice house... BUT there some things that just piss me off to no end.
RANT STARTS HERE:
WHY DO I TRY SO HARD AT EVERYTHING?!?!?! IT'S OBVIOUS PEOPLE DON'T NOTICE MY EFFORT, IT'S ALSO OBVIOUS THAT THEY DON'T CARE HOW MUCH WORK I DO, I WILL NEVER BE GOOD ENOUGH FOR SOME PEOPLE. I DO EVERYTHING I CAN TO MAKE THE PEOPLE AROUND ME HAPPY (BECAUSE BEING WITH THESE PEOPLE MAKES ME HAPPY) AND THEN SOME OF THESE SO CALLED FRIENDS ARE LIKE "OH, HEY I REALLY DON'T GIVE A CRAP ABOUT YOU. IN FACT LET ME JUST COMPLETELY RUIN YOUR LIFE AND MAKE YOU FEEL HORRIBLE ABOUT YOURSELF RIGHT NOW." YES I UNDERSTAND THAT SOMETIMES I CAN BE A BIT... OUTSPOKEN(?) I GET THAT PEOPLE DON'T REALLY UNDERSTAND ME ALL THE TIME. BUT NO NOT TRY TO MAKE ME FEEL STUPID. I REALLY DON'T CARE IF YOU THINK I'M THE BIGGEST COUNRTY HICK IN THE WORLD, DON'T TALK TO ME LIKE I'M A RETARD, BECAUSE I'M NOT. I MIGHT NOT BE IN HONORS CLASSES, AND I MIGHT NOT BE THE BEST FLUTE PLAYER OUT THERE, BUT I AM SMART. IF I'M TALKING ABOUT SOMETHING THAT IS IMPORTANT TO BE DON'T TELL ME "NO", DON'T TELL ME I'M WRONG ABOUT WHATEVER THE SAID TOPIC IS JUST ACCEPT MY STATEMENT AND DROP IT. IF YOU HAVE AN OPINION TO AID TO WHATEVER THE TOPIC OF DISCUSSION IS PLEASE STATE WHAT YOU HAVE TO SAY, BUT DON'T SHOOT DOWN MY OPINION. WHAT REALLY BOTHERS ME IS WHEN PEOPLE PRETEND TO BE MY FRIEND. HONESTLY IF YOUR GOING TO LIE TO ME AND SAY STUFF ABOUT ME BEHIND MY BACK THEN I DONT WANT YOU AS A FRIEND. SO YOU CAN GO GET OVER YOURSELF AND FIND SOME OTHER POOR GIRL'S LIFE TO MOCK AND MAKE FUN OF.
END OF RANT
so thats basically all the steam I have in me right now, but if I think of anything else I will for sure add it to my blog.
oh and Monica, don't worry I'm not talking about you! =P but this is someone you know.